February 28, 2017
So I’m currently on Day 5 of taking my stimulation shots to grow all the follicles! I’m on 225 IU of Gonal F and 5 units of Lupron. It’s been… interesting. I had a full on mood swing this weekend where I thought Brandon was literally scared of me (once again, poor guy). This morning I felt absolutely awful with nausea and stomach pains but it wore off through out the day, thank God. I can definitely feel something going on in my ovaries that’s for sure. Brandon has been helping me with my shots which makes it nice cuz we can do two at once which kinda makes it feel like it’s just one. This picture is after work on Monday night. He likes to give me the Lupron. These are the things were bonding over now-a-days!
I went in this morning for my first follicle check since starting the stim shots. I have 5 measurable follicles and 12 in the “background” waiting to grow. Whoah, if I feel swollen now how will I feel when I could potentially have 17 follicles in my ovaries. Huge, I’m guessing. When my nurse called with my numbers she said things are coming along but my doctor wants to add in Menopur to help increase the number of follicles and help them mature. The new plan is Lupron 5 units, Gonal F 150 IU, and Menopur 150 IU. 3 shots a night, yay.
Holy hell does the Menopur sting. I hate it. I dread it.
I go back on Thursday, March 2nd for more monitoring to see where things are at.
March 3, 2017
Brandon and I took guesses on how many follicles would show up on my ultrasound yesterday. He guessed 9, I guessed 8. I was right, obviously. Although I wish he was, I’d take 1 more! I’m happy we have 3 more showing up since my last ultrasound but I’m just getting a little worried that we won’t make it to over 10 by the time retrieval comes. My nurse said they like to see over 10 but will go in with as little as 4 but that is a very low number. She assured me that there is still time for growth. I just need to talk myself down from the anxiety I’m feeling over only having 8 at this point. I worry way too much, I know.
I’m not experiencing too drastic of side effects right now. Definitely have a sore tummy tho. I’m running out of areas on my belly that don’t hurt or aren’t bruised. This statement has never been so true – the struggle is real.
I’m still doing 3 shots a night and I go in tomorrow for blood work and ultrasound. Since it’s a Saturday we have to go to the Chicago River North location. So tomorrow morning we’ll wake up bright and early to head downtown for our appointment at 8:45. Please, please say there are more pretty little follicles in there!
You’ve got this, don’t worry, that’s the last thing you need. One day at a time, sweet Toni and Brandon. Much love.
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